Friday, July 06, 2007
dont force me
i really cannot quit SWS la..
cuz i audit inside myself using my own strength.
i practice very hard for that..
there's no reason you shld gif up the thing that you put effort on b4.
you all nvr been me so u all don understand
its an achievement..
being in SWS has been my proud ever since i step inside.
it isnt that easy l0r..
only inside then i can at least maintain my standard.
i'm sorry to sae that whn i'm in school band, my standard always tends to drop down..
is only whn SWS is ard thn i can keep my standard.
i'm not saying tt tis band is not gd..
they hav potential.
is jus tt they need 2 b brought tgt nicely.
being acm can make me improve a lot. in terms of musicallity and others.
i can go further with this experience..
ever since pri 2 when i started learning piano, i already planned that i wanna go the music path..
the way i want it to b..
although there are some alterations abt the path,
i still gng e same way, jus tt its more detailed.
last time i only tink abt wad path i wanna go.
now i will tink abt wad profession i wanna go into.
i told myself its either performing or educating or conducting.
but which is the 1 that i'm more capable of..
i'm still not sure..
i want this acm thing 2 help me make part of my choice oso..
i really cant bear 2 leave SWS..
my memories are being built there.
i cant bear to..
really cant...
no1 will understand the other's passion..
u jus cant understand it..
cant bear to...
Shirley
8:56 AM
